you're such a troublemaker.

pending exams. can't wait to get studies off my back for a breather, but yet while anticipating all the fun and meeting old pals is a dread for some pushed away matters to be resolved ):

still, its gonna be CHRISTMAS. and CHRISTMAS is always a joy.

Its never enough

Want to do well in studies.

Want to commit fully into all the obligations.

Want to be a good friend.

Want to be a good daughter.

Want to have time for myself.

Try. But its just never going to be enough.

Of to do.

Remember cupcakes? After a long hiatus from my cupcake craze, I'm getting started on it again after I managed to convince my group mates to base our business idea on a cupcake cafe. HOHOHO. No prizes for guessing which area of research I volunteered to do.

The weekend's been great meeting friends out of pulau NTU. Dinner at Simpang, picnic at Fort Canning. Path of our lives have diverged since years ago, since months ago... how we so unexpectedly met and became friends, how we so suddenly went back to our own lives after it all ended... it still amazes and intrigues me. In anyway, it still heartens me to know that we've not forgotten one another despite our busy schedules and new directions in our respective lives.

Like a kid in a candy store. So happy for so many choices. So overwhelmed by the variety. So vexed that with choices, sacrifices have to be made.

Of time.

Recess week is so not recess. What happened to my Simpang prata bomb + milo godzilla? What happened to my OTOT cycling? What happened to my snooze on hammock evening?

2 days of full sports. Go swim. Go climb. Go basketball. Go volleyball. Darns, the HULK! Oh, midnight with Ben and Jerry. Sleep? What is that? Study? Forget about it liaoxzxzxz. Never ever thought I'll exercise so much in my whole life!

Work oh yeah. At least I'm fortunate enough to love what I'm studying. Couldn't imagine surviving uni if I was in any other course.

Of break

A breather!

Sports training are all getting started and it feels a bit of an orientation-all-over-again because its getting to know people again.

A much free-er week. Slow strolls back to room with mp3 is such a luxury amidst the constant buzz.

Oh right. I miss Simpang prata bomb.

Of chill out

Finally, time to just have my own time chilling out with coffee and music. All that's lacking is my dear dear hammock I miss so much.

Getting used to assignments plonking down unexpectedly and nights mugging away in study room. Nights have never felt so short!

Of adventure

I wish I had the guts to do this.